ARRERRGGG!!!!!! (n) samlish: the act of being severely upset/frustrated/insecure/pissed-off/fucking cluster-fucked in the emotional department
I can safely say i just had my first pang of girly-insecurity when it comes to the hot project.
which is immensly homosexual because it wasn't even over relationshippy stuff... more trying shit has happened. and also because i've been totally at calm and non-controlling/stressed-out about our situation at all. It's been so nice...
must all things come to an end eventually? [like.. maybe in an hour when i quit over-reacting?]
it's interesting when you mix business with pleasure (which had been mentioned previously in january, me thinks). because when you go into proffessional mode, to strictly discuss the business ventures, you're wondering why the hell they're not going into personal shit.
Last nite, he called while i was out running - left a message concerning two things:
1. a personal matter [personal being he and i]
2. a business matter -- that had he executed, i would fucking reem his ass for... as his managing tenant, of course.
Not 10 minutes ago he called and wants to talk about business. I had left him a message last night regarding the two issues, and he is just...now...calling me back. that's fine . he always calls back.
But the whole...
"Hey... I uh... just got your message this morning. Sorry about that."
leads me to wonder... why did you not get my message until this morning?
frankly, i'm pretty sure it's because:
a. he practiced really late with his band
b. his battery on his phone died
c. when he did get home, he crashed super fast because
d. he was up late writing lyrics.
but this twinge of girl is saying it's because:
a. he hooked up with a girl
a. he hooked up with a girl
a. he hooked up with a girl.
please tell me to chill the fuck out? that this isn't the case because we just had an extensive conversation about how well things are working out YESTERDAY MORNING. why do girls do this? what is the fucking problem with our genes?
ARRERRGGG!!!!!!
which is immensly homosexual because it wasn't even over relationshippy stuff... more trying shit has happened. and also because i've been totally at calm and non-controlling/stressed-out about our situation at all. It's been so nice...
must all things come to an end eventually? [like.. maybe in an hour when i quit over-reacting?]
it's interesting when you mix business with pleasure (which had been mentioned previously in january, me thinks). because when you go into proffessional mode, to strictly discuss the business ventures, you're wondering why the hell they're not going into personal shit.
Last nite, he called while i was out running - left a message concerning two things:
1. a personal matter [personal being he and i]
2. a business matter -- that had he executed, i would fucking reem his ass for... as his managing tenant, of course.
Not 10 minutes ago he called and wants to talk about business. I had left him a message last night regarding the two issues, and he is just...now...calling me back. that's fine . he always calls back.
But the whole...
"Hey... I uh... just got your message this morning. Sorry about that."
leads me to wonder... why did you not get my message until this morning?
frankly, i'm pretty sure it's because:
a. he practiced really late with his band
b. his battery on his phone died
c. when he did get home, he crashed super fast because
d. he was up late writing lyrics.
but this twinge of girl is saying it's because:
a. he hooked up with a girl
a. he hooked up with a girl
a. he hooked up with a girl.
please tell me to chill the fuck out? that this isn't the case because we just had an extensive conversation about how well things are working out YESTERDAY MORNING. why do girls do this? what is the fucking problem with our genes?
ARRERRGGG!!!!!!
posted by Sami Jo at
4:52 PM
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