Strange M.O.

Why are some people just born with the knowledge of those ONE or TWO Things they're extremely passionate about in life.

You have the Rachel Raes.... Emeril Lagassi's... Martha Stewarts.

"Hey I know, I want to be the most powerful black woman in all the land."

I don't know about drive and motivation to succeed, but these people somehow knew they were destined to be great in what they love from day one.

And i have that motivation.... and i will succeed, but i have no bloody idea in what.
WHy can't I have some sort of idea of what I want to really pour my life's work into?

No, when I was 7, I didn't imagine working in Marketing... compiling spreadsheet after god damn spreadsheet of information that a million other people that really love their jobs can use...

I am a computer master. I know the ins and outs... I'm fast, I'm smart... But just because I"m good at it doesn't mean I like it.

And so I'm left loving my life, but not loving the way I support it, and when I look at all of the elder people around me in my job and see how they treat their jobs (In just at 8, and flying out of the drive way at 5), it makes me sad because they'll continue in that pattern just doing what they do and not ever enjoying it.

I don't want to be one of those people....

I'm dying to fix as I enter into the second half of my twenties.
I just need some decidedness and followthrough... Help.