late, kinda

everyone's easter good?
good.
i had six... (count 'em) six orgasms on saturday.
amazing.
i also ran 4.5 miles with veda (puppy).
i'm still so sore i can hardly move.

i also was given some sweet dress jackets and this moroccon lamp from pier one.
my mom rules.

this weekend really was just what i needed.
i'm a little nervous to go to work this week.
the first is fast approaching.
the hot project always pays rent right away.
i think i may make an effort to look extra hot on friday.
not like he ever gave me six in one day anyway.
but still...
it's nice to remind those boys that make deushbag mistakes what they're missing.

and i really only have pure intentions in life.
and don't really have ill intent.
but at the current time and place,
i have a few uncuth thoughts.
but we'll all 'sleep on it' and forgive my current behavior in the morning.
kapish?
kapish.

i need to get rid of his coat anyway.
and the goddamn adorable photo of him being all nine-years-old in a tree
sans matching sox.
the orange shoelaces are pretty hot, too.
he looks exactly the same.
too bad he's all jaded and tainted and life-experienced now.
i like the glimpses i get to see of him in that photo.
yeah...
that parts nice.
child-like innocence. (make sure you hold onto that)
but it's over.
sooooo...fucking...lame.

luckily, i wasn't really that into him.
and i'll keep telling myself that.
because i'm good at convincing people otherwise.
especially myself.
but the former is actually true.

goodnight.